An Ordinary Life with Earthquakes

I go to the office and do ordinary work.
And then after I go back home, I take a shower and eat dinner.
I wonder if I should do such things.
I'm filled with a feeling of powerlessness and rising a strong and sudden anger in my heart.
I might be disturbed.
I told my colleague that I had been upset by the earthquake.
She replied to me that because I looked so calm and she didn't believe that.
But I really feel like I'm losing my energy.
Thinking about the future of Japan, my company, my family and me makes me depressed.
But anyway, I'll just do what I can do.